10/08/2018, Walter Reade Theatre @NYFF. Epic in details. 有很多哲思与诗意如何撩男生的聊天技巧也有对创作困境的思考对生活状态的描写又很准确无解的乡愁与想要脱去自我、故土、与父亲的愤怒焦灼温柔有悲悯诙谐而凝重结尾那一幕真惊艳三小时的电影一点没觉得长每一个scene都很必要
“I didn't realize the real power I had was that I had no obligations. I could do whatever the hell I wanted. How was I supposed to know that, one day in seeking the safety of a grown-up life, I would lose that power? I am 41 now. I can't believe how briefly I held that power. I can't believe how briefly I held it and how quickly I gave it away.”